It’s one of those days…
My illness has taken over me
I didn’t feel this way this morning
The sunrise was full of optimism, hope, and life
Tonight I am a corpse
I feel like I am swimming against the current
I’m so tired of this everyday struggle
I wear a smile the minute I leave my house
I am so used to pretending
Pretending like everything is fine
When in reality there is a war inside my mind
When am I ever going to win?
I find sanctuary nowhere
Not even in my home
Not even in the arms of loved ones
Why so dark?