What an interesting concept?
How two creatures could feel such a longing for one another
To feel the warmth of another’s body
To gaze into the depths of another’s soul
Whispering sweet nothings
Immersing oneself into the sweetest pleasures on Earth
Conquering her Heart
Entering her sacred temple
Their minds go blank
Collapsing & gasping for air
Trying to hold on to this feeling forever
Sweet Embraces
The years went by
Their youthful faces began disappearing
The zest for life began to fade
The monotony of life got to them
They slept farther apart in bed
They became strangers in the same house
The twinkle in her eyes had vanished
There were no more flowers…no more celebrations
The dinners grew quiet
It was so evident in their faces….that everything was lost
That nothing could be repaired
The passion had died down into ashes
The house became empty
The lives they created became wrapped up in themselves
Their little ones had flown from their nest
Nothing was left but silence
However time had continued…
And a word was never spoken
They stayed together out of fear
Fear of being alone
Fear of breaking the hearts of their little ones
Death had dawned upon them one day
It came without warning
It came into the dark of the night
Their lives seemed to vanish in a blink of an eye
I witnessed all of it
I saw them dying in front of me
No one understood that she was a living corpse
She hated her life, she hated her husband, she hated her kids
Yet she fulfilled her role in society
He always wanted more in life
Yet she always seemed to hold him back
Drowning his dreams into her fears
She killed his aspirations
So he was never able to reach his destination
And that was their story
So I promised myself I would never commit to anyone for the rest of my life
Afraid I would become a part of the same story
It is so interesting the way God orchestrates things. How he weaves people & events & situations into your life. Lessons, heartbreak, challenges, and love. His plan is vastly greater than ours, we tend to look at a small portion of the bigger picture. Focusing on the little problems in life never gets us anywhere. Sometimes what we think is a curse, is a blessing in disguise. How through hardships, you can understand & connect with others. Sometimes things are broken only to come back stronger. So when you think your life is falling apart….it could be necessary in order for you to grow. How would we ever change & become better people without challenges through life? How do we expect to appreciate the good things in life, if we have never experienced the bad?
Where do you come from?
Who are you?
Why are you here?
Your purpose…?
Your journey?
Your story?
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Who are you?
Behind these walls…
Behind these doors…
Behind these curtains…
Behind these faces…
I see you
I see you for what you truly are…
A tortured soul
As I delicately brush your hair away from your pretty face
I see your big brown eyes well up with tears
And then I realize…who you are
You’re the girl in the mirror…
5-19-15
Drowning in these sorrows
These memories I can’t forget
The events that jaded this once innocent young heart
As the music plays in the background…
Savoring the taste of it all
As if I’d never see it again
How did I know it to be true?
Trying to escape my reality
The thoughts that torment me daily
The reoccurring nightmares
Everything I’ve tried to hide
Brims right at the surface
Then shredded to nothing but shame
Let the music play on
I cry for all the lost souls
I cry for those who can’t be saved
I cry for those who can’t find peace
I cry for those who can’t find comfort
Afraid that people will see
The secrets hidden in the depths of your hurting soul
You are not alone
For I am here with a glass of wine
Ready to share my sorrows
Let me listen to your pain
Confide in me
For I am no one
No one to judge
Trust me
❤
To obey the laws of society
To accept everyone’s standard of beauty
To sign my life away with a contract
To enslave myself with a 9-5
To change myself to fit your beliefs
To settle for mediocrity
To let you steal my dreams
To believe everything the government says
To swallow every pill a doctor prescribes
To think the love of my life doesn’t exist
I refuse
As I gaze upon the constellations in the midnight sky…
I think about my destination & I start to cry…
Because it all seems so far away…
And these dreams have ceased to fade away…
And all i can think about is a love lost long ago…
While laying here on the grass feeling this warm breeze blow…
Wishing upon a star…
Just one more time
❤
I am a murderer
A killer of our dreams
Our Hopes
Our Goals
Our Aspirations
I assassinated them in the broad daylight
With more than kisses & hugs
Accustomed to your voice..that’s all I know
Accustomed to your absence
But basked in your love
Forgive me & this lustful sin
I miss you
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Awakening of Ann 