How can I sleep?
When I know how much the world suffers
When I know that there are so many other broken souls who drown their voices & dreams with the rivers of their tears
How can I sleep?
When I sprawl my fingers out onto my bed beside me and I feel the emptiness
How can I sleep?
When I think about who you could be making love to now…
Who are you lying to now?
It’s as if I can feel the pain of the world along with it’s beauty
How can I sleep?
When I’ve gotten almost everything I ever wanted yet I am still unhappy
I still will never forget those tears & cries
I didn’t know where they were coming from at first
It just seemed like noise
Until I realized I was the one crying
That night it felt like my soul died
What an interesting concept?
How two creatures could feel such a longing for one another
To feel the warmth of another’s body
To gaze into the depths of another’s soul
Whispering sweet nothings
Immersing oneself into the sweetest pleasures on Earth
Conquering her Heart
Entering her sacred temple
Their minds go blank
Collapsing & gasping for air
Trying to hold on to this feeling forever
Sweet Embraces
Where do you come from?
Who are you?
Why are you here?
Your purpose…?
Your journey?
Your story?
Let’s Share
My name is c.a.t
Who are you?
Behind these walls…
Behind these doors…
Behind these curtains…
Behind these faces…
I see you
I see you for what you truly are…
A tortured soul
As I delicately brush your hair away from your pretty face
I see your big brown eyes well up with tears
And then I realize…who you are
You’re the girl in the mirror…
5-19-15
If only we could stop measuring women
By the size of her breasts, hips, or waist….
But by the goodness in her heart…
The Pure Essence of Her Soul…
& The Brilliance of Her Mind…
-C.A.T
The world is in dire need of healing
Do you think if we really knew who we were, that it would be part of a solution?
Our exterior is just a vessel in which our soul resides in…
We need to look beyond the surface…
Thoughts of a MakeupArtist….
As I gaze upon the constellations in the midnight sky…
I think about my destination & I start to cry…
Because it all seems so far away…
And these dreams have ceased to fade away…
And all i can think about is a love lost long ago…
While laying here on the grass feeling this warm breeze blow…
Wishing upon a star…
Just one more time
❤
I am a murderer
A killer of our dreams
Our Hopes
Our Goals
Our Aspirations
I assassinated them in the broad daylight
With more than kisses & hugs
Accustomed to your voice..that’s all I know
Accustomed to your absence
But basked in your love
Forgive me & this lustful sin
I miss you
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Have you ever felt so distant from every one else?
I’ll rather watch than be a part of the show
I see people walking & running
So wrapped up in their own lives…but aren’t we all?
I see “wise” wrinkled & youthful faces
I see the breeze flowing through black ..curly..& blonde frizzy hair
I see beautiful masculine specimens followed by pretty little pregnant “things”…
Gorgeous Eyes hidden behind lenses
I hear conversations kept secret by another language
I hear the clicking of heels & wheels rolling on the pavement
I smell smoke perishing precious lungs….
I feel a longing…
The world is so vast & diverse
I wish I could see & understand all …
Written on the back of a boarding pass…. Newark Airport
Awakening of Ann 