Awakening of Ann

Welcome to my soul & mind



Far away…

As I gaze upon the constellations in the midnight sky…

I think about my destination & I start to cry…

Because it all seems so far away…

And these dreams have ceased to fade away…

And all i can think about is a love lost long ago…

While laying here on the grass feeling this warm breeze blow…

Wishing upon a star…

Just one more time

I am a murderer

I am a murderer

A killer of our dreams

Our Hopes

Our Goals

Our Aspirations

I assassinated them in the broad daylight

With more than kisses & hugs

Accustomed to your voice..that’s all I know

Accustomed to your absence

But basked in your love

Forgive me & this lustful sin

I miss you


I see…

Have you ever felt so distant from every one else?

I’ll rather watch than be a part of the show

I see people walking & running

So wrapped up in their own lives…but aren’t we all?

I see “wise” wrinkled & youthful faces

I see the breeze flowing through black ..curly..& blonde frizzy hair

I see beautiful masculine specimens followed by pretty little pregnant “things”…

Gorgeous Eyes hidden behind lenses

I hear conversations kept secret by another language

I hear the clicking of heels & wheels rolling on the pavement

I smell smoke perishing precious lungs….

I feel a longing…

The world is so vast & diverse

I wish I could see & understand all …

Written on the back of a boarding pass…. Newark Airport

Her slavery…

I thought I was free…

When I fled from an abusive long term relationship

I thought I was free…

When I ran away from a mother who ran a household like a country under dictatorship

I thought I was free…

When I went against the rules of society

I thought I was free…

When I became myself

Until I realized…

Instead of becoming a slave to a lover, a mother, myself, or to society

I am slaved to a living


Glowing Gorgeous Green Eyes

Illuminating My Soul

Giving Life to My Emotions

Giving me the Greatest Hope for Love

Butterflies of Excitement

Random Smiles

Dancing through the streets in the Pouring Rain ….

Glowing Gorgeous Green Eyes

Give me these feelings ….

One More Time

I searched

I gazed upon the stars for hours & hours

Searching for answers

I looked for Psychics

to see into the many possibilities of the future

I looked into my dreams

And tried to decipher their meaning

Because I remember You

I remember your face in my Dreams

Not Knowing that someday we shall meet

I fought Destiny

I felt it in the Depths of my Soul

Curse the Ego

For “I” was too afraid to embrace Destiny

To feel the thorns Love comes with

Because Now…

I’m looking for You or anyone Like You ❤


Escaping the dark depths of reality & immersing myself between pages of enlightenment

An orgasm of an epiphany

Carefully calculating the destination of the ejaculation of my thoughts…

Into the stratosphere of human consciousness…

Giving life to unspoken words & unkept promises

The mind then drifts away back to a graveyard…

Collecting the shards of dreams that never experienced manifestation

Looking behind the present…

Watching the verge of climax before heartbreak occurs..


Or simply diving into dark depths of a different reality?

She’s Dangerous

She could break your heart
Like no one ever has before
Look into the depths of your soul
like she owns you
Walk on by
like she never met you
After making love endlessly
She can turn off her emotions
Like a switch
Make you question your very existence
Bring you on the verge of alcoholism
She hurts so bad
But shell never show it
To you she’s a cool cat
Too cool to fall in love
Little do you know
She’s begging for someone to conquer her
To melt her frostbitten heart
But she just cant seem to let you
Too scared to open the door
But to you
You think she just doesn’t care
And you’ll try to move on
Intoxicating yourself every night
Not knowing she hates herself
For not letting you see
The vulnerable baby she really is
Wishing she could go back in time
To appreciate your love all over again

Thinking of You

The wind is blowing..

It’s whistling & howling

I can hear the crinkle of colorful leaves as I walk

I can hear your voice in the wind

I can almost smell your sweet perfume lingering somewhere in the air

Yet I can’t find you

It’s getting cold…

And I miss you

All I can think about is your sweet caresses

All I want is to kiss you again

It’s getting colder…

I need you here

Sweet Angel

Come back to me before winter comes…

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