I’m not your slave…
Yet there are moments when I want to be
I’m not your whore…
Yet there are moments when I want you to treat me as such
I’m not your sanctuary
Though I wish all I could offer you is peace
She struggles with her identity as a woman
I hate that I want you…
And now my dear…
I need you for reasons people can’t quite grasp
I write
When the hearts cries & when it sings in joy
Baby you got the world…
But at what price?
I want to get down on my knees
I want to serve you
How could I betray myself like that?
To let a man conquer me
To love you so much
I blessed you with my darkest abyss
I let you plant seeds
For I am mother…
One with the earth
We reap what we sow
Life goes on
That I know
Something that I believed in
But you creep into my thoughts
Trying to replace you
Erase you from my heart
Yet you linger
You come when I least expect it
As if I left the door open for you
If I could just kiss you one more time
I wonder what it would feel like
Would you give me those sparks again
Would you hold me tight
Not wanting to let go
I know I shouldn’t
Keep thinking what if
What if I let myself fall
Fall in love so madly & deeply beyond words
So deep I can’t find myself
Suffocating & drowning in your love
I wish I knew
I wish I didn’t run away
I don’t want to look back
I don’t want to live in the past
Yet you made me feel
I want to feel
I need you to rip my heart out
Just let it burn
Watch the flames engulf my soul, mind, & body
Trying to find you
Trying to find anyone like you
I’m willing to be blinded again
I’m willing to be broken
Just love me & run away with my heart
If only we could stop measuring women
By the size of her breasts, hips, or waist….
But by the goodness in her heart…
The Pure Essence of Her Soul…
& The Brilliance of Her Mind…
-C.A.T
The world is in dire need of healing
Do you think if we really knew who we were, that it would be part of a solution?
Our exterior is just a vessel in which our soul resides in…
We need to look beyond the surface…
Thoughts of a MakeupArtist….
She could break your heart
Like no one ever has before
Look into the depths of your soul
like she owns you
Walk on by
like she never met you
After making love endlessly
She can turn off her emotions
Like a switch
Make you question your very existence
Bring you on the verge of alcoholism
She hurts so bad
But shell never show it
To you she’s a cool cat
Too cool to fall in love
Little do you know
She’s begging for someone to conquer her
To melt her frostbitten heart
But she just cant seem to let you
Too scared to open the door
But to you
You think she just doesn’t care
And you’ll try to move on
Intoxicating yourself every night
Not knowing she hates herself
For not letting you see
The vulnerable baby she really is
Wishing she could go back in time
To appreciate your love all over again
She is strong…not in a masculine way
But realizes the power that resides within her femininity
She is gracious & humble
Never afraid of being wrong
She is alluring
There is a certain atmosphere she creates whenever she walks into a room
She is beautiful
Even looking beyond her bosom & curves…
She is radiant with love
Because she has learned self acceptance
She is & always will be
Her laughter fills up the room
Her smooth caramel skin glistens by candlelight
I melt when I see her pools of chocolate twinkle with glee
Even her sneeze makes me want to pee
Not really though I just thought that was funny
I’m in love with her delicate touch
How her body moves ever so gracefully
Her smile is my sunshine everyday
Even when it’s raining cats & dogs outside
I’m in love with the size of her heart
How she can give so much of herself
And never expect anything in return
I admire the way she picks herself up again
No matter how tough things get
I admire her strength
God sent me an Angel
She has brought light into every dark room of my heart ❤
Awakening of Ann 