I hid

I tried to fit myself into places I didnt belong

I starved myself, cut myself, tried to refigure & rearrange myself 

I hid from places where I wanted to be

I hid from people I wanted in my life 

All because

There was a little part of me

That felt like I wasn’t good enough to be there

That everyone is better than me 

That Ill be rejected

Like how the people who were supposed to love me the most

Rejected me