When most people were escaping their pain through their work
When most people would pick up the bottle
When most people would do a line & a half
When most people would bury their pain in a womans body
I was stepping into the fire
I laid in my bed
For hours
For days
For weeks
But I too was numbing out…
I numbed myself out of joy
I numbed myself out of life
Joy did not come & go
Joy came & fled
And darkness slowly overtook
I fell in love
With the devil himself
Disguised as an Angel
Everything you desire
Is what he will give you
He’ll make your dreams come true
He tells you
I love you
And as soon as you’ve truly fallen
And you’ve been tricked by the facade
He takes it all away from you
With a smirk on his face
The love you thought you had
Was never real
As if he took all your dreams
And burned them to ashes
In front of your very eyes
No one else will know
Because the whole world is tricked by the facade
And when he leaves
Your soul will be left in ashes too
For the world will think you’re crazy
But its because you know the Truth
Awakening of Ann 