I can’t count how many times I’ve stared at ceilings
My eyes welling up with tears
As the beast enjoyed his grand midnight feast
A tear rolls down my cheek
The beast so engrossed he could not notice
How I would kill to be making love
This feels so mechanical & meaningless
I remember how I got here
I was running away from the thorns of love
Its been so long
Yet I still think of you
Ive been digging in graveyards
Ive been searching all over
For You
I am a hopeless romantic
Yet I never let you see that side of me
I fear losing you forever
But I used to fear you the most
Only to realize now that you’re gone
You were the one I should have held close
I’m dying to see you again
Dying to touch you again
I’m dying to hold you
Dying for you to hold me
I’ve never longed for a man like this before
I’ll be laying in bed alone tonight…
With a drink in hand
Awakening of Ann 