If only we could stop measuring women
By the size of her breasts, hips, or waist….
But by the goodness in her heart…
The Pure Essence of Her Soul…
& The Brilliance of Her Mind…
-C.A.T
The world is in dire need of healing
Do you think if we really knew who we were, that it would be part of a solution?
Our exterior is just a vessel in which our soul resides in…
We need to look beyond the surface…
Thoughts of a MakeupArtist….
Have you ever felt so distant from every one else?
I’ll rather watch than be a part of the show
I see people walking & running
So wrapped up in their own lives…but aren’t we all?
I see “wise” wrinkled & youthful faces
I see the breeze flowing through black ..curly..& blonde frizzy hair
I see beautiful masculine specimens followed by pretty little pregnant “things”…
Gorgeous Eyes hidden behind lenses
I hear conversations kept secret by another language
I hear the clicking of heels & wheels rolling on the pavement
I smell smoke perishing precious lungs….
I feel a longing…
The world is so vast & diverse
I wish I could see & understand all …
Written on the back of a boarding pass…. Newark Airport
I gazed upon the stars for hours & hours
Searching for answers
I looked for Psychics
to see into the many possibilities of the future
I looked into my dreams
And tried to decipher their meaning
Because I remember You
I remember your face in my Dreams
Not Knowing that someday we shall meet
I fought Destiny
I felt it in the Depths of my Soul
Curse the Ego
For “I” was too afraid to embrace Destiny
To feel the thorns Love comes with
Because Now…
I’m looking for You or anyone Like You ❤
Escaping the dark depths of reality & immersing myself between pages of enlightenment
An orgasm of an epiphany
Carefully calculating the destination of the ejaculation of my thoughts…
Into the stratosphere of human consciousness…
Giving life to unspoken words & unkept promises
The mind then drifts away back to a graveyard…
Collecting the shards of dreams that never experienced manifestation
Looking behind the present…
Watching the verge of climax before heartbreak occurs..
Enlightenment?
Or simply diving into dark depths of a different reality?
Left with no answers
Left with a broken heart
Not knowing why
A damsel in distress
The knight in armor caused havoc
Then one day he came back for her
But she was no longer the same
Since she had to fight battles & win wars all by herself
Left with scars
Left with no tears
Nothing left but cold bitterness
Experienced realms of this world she could have never dreamed of in her nightmares
And he was never there…
Occasionally reappeared but always seemed to disappear
…
Now you want her to be a part of a kingdom you created
Why now?
Where were you when I needed you?
When I laid all by myself in a river of sorrow…
I can only wish you the best
A kingdom I could never be a part of
Afraid you’ll disappear tomorrow
To return to my original self
To be self aware of my emotions
To get things off my chest
To fall in love with words again
To immerse myself into a different world
To share my thoughts ..dark or light
To be part of a beautiful community
I started writing…
From the grips of your deathly reality
From the limits you have placed on my soul & mind
From the crushing of my dreams
From the tears of Pure Darkness
From that sly crooked smile
I am constantly running from You
I can’t stop to catch my breath
Not even for a second
… & I can’t look back
Her laughter fills up the room
Her smooth caramel skin glistens by candlelight
I melt when I see her pools of chocolate twinkle with glee
Even her sneeze makes me want to pee
Not really though I just thought that was funny
I’m in love with her delicate touch
How her body moves ever so gracefully
Her smile is my sunshine everyday
Even when it’s raining cats & dogs outside
I’m in love with the size of her heart
How she can give so much of herself
And never expect anything in return
I admire the way she picks herself up again
No matter how tough things get
I admire her strength
God sent me an Angel
She has brought light into every dark room of my heart ❤
Awakening of Ann 