life

Words sizzled through my heart

The way a cigarette burns through flesh

What is life like?

When you pushed away everyone who was good in your life

Subconsciously sabotaging relationships for a mysterious underlying issue

When you pushed away your family to a breaking a point

When your friends don’t know what is going on

Because you’re too afraid to trust anyone

Because you’re too afraid they will judge you

In the end, that is what they all do anyways

When you lied your entire life

So no one believes you when you are actually telling the truth

Maybe it is time to stand on my own two feet again

And you realize all the games people played you with

When you realize you were simply just part of a cruel game

I’m going back in time right now

Trying to pinpoint the exact moment when everything went wrong

I guess there isn’t a single point

Some things just slowly happen before you realize

I don’t even know what goes on in my head anymore

The most fucked up thing about this

Is I know I created this world for myself

I don’t want to lose everything…

It is so interesting the way God orchestrates things. How he weaves people & events & situations into your life. Lessons, heartbreak, challenges, and love. His plan is vastly greater than ours, we tend to look at a small portion of the bigger picture. Focusing on the little problems in life never gets us anywhere. Sometimes what we think is a curse, is a blessing in disguise. How through hardships, you can understand & connect with others. Sometimes things are broken only to come back stronger. So when you think your life is falling apart….it could be necessary in order for you to grow. How would we ever change & become better people without challenges through life? How do we expect to appreciate the good things in life, if we have never experienced the bad?

Awakening of Ann

Welcome to my soul & mind

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